I Remember…a poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem for the second chapter of her book The Dominant.  This chapter is called Theo.  Cheers!

I have waited…

I have waited and loved your memory…

I have waited.

Where are you?  Why so long?

Please come to me.


I am devoted.  I love you all.

Please come.

I still fear.  My life depends on it.

I am on that edge…

I fear.  I am safe.

Please come to me.

It’s safe here but not where you are.

Please come.

I wait…

I write…a poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem about herself and writing.  Cheers!

I write to free my soul.

I fly with delight.

I am freed of the oppression.

I am freed of the fear.

I fly so high.

I write.

I suffer from anxiety.  Much of what I write reflects the fear that I feel in my own life.  It also reflects the love that I have felt in my dreams.  Cheers!

I must go…a poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem for her first book Stephen.  I am being distracted from writing but feels that she owes it to her readers.  I used to write a poem a day for part of the month of April!

There is danger!

Someone new!

It’s the first time that you’ve warned me

Of danger on the streets.

I am scared!

So dangerous!


I have to leave?

How?  Without you?  Why?

So much danger!

But without you?!

How will I survive?!

I go alone!  Without you!

So much danger.

The future is not clear!

I trust you when you say there is danger.

So much danger.

I leave.  Alone.

I must go.


I am busy taking courses…

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Meredith Gibraltar is busy.  I have two courses that I am taking.  One is The Elixir Project Experience and the other is My Book Blueprint.  Both are offered by Kary Oberbrunner.

I have been following a course that gives me focus to write my book.  The coarse is helping me to be unhackable.  That means being focused to attain a Boon which is a specific goal.  It is offered by Kary Oberbrunner and is called The Elixir Project Experience.  It’s about $600 CAD but well worth the money.  Above is what is called a Boon Check.  A check that I have written out to myself for $10,000 for July 1, 2019.  The check is for writing my book Stephen.  By this time I hope to have made $10,000 in sales.  It is a dream.  And a dream that I am working towards!

The second course is My Book Blueprint.  This one was about $400 CAD.  It offers modules to help structure my book and to help with marketing.  Right now I am writing an overview…a general summary of each chapter which doesn’t tell all of the story.  It tells just enough to get the person interested.

Kary Oberbrunner offers to edit, publish and help you launch your book for $5000 USD.   This program is called Author Academy Elite.  I don’t have this much money.  I am on disability!  If I had it I would have invested.  Hopefully there is a cheaper way that Kary can help me.  I’ll have to wait and see!

I’ll try to write a poem soon.  Sorry but I have been busy.

I dream…a poem.


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Meredith Gibraltar wrote the following poem in her first book  … Stephen.  I take the time to share it with you now.  Sorry I have been busy and not writing as much poetry as usual.  But I did write this yesterday and thought I’d share it with you now.  Cheers!

I dream.

I fear.

I cannot move.

Cannot speak.

Red cloaks.  Red hoods.

Knives soaked in red blood.


I fear.

I cannot move.

Cannot speak.

I fear.

Open my mouth.

No sound!

I try to yell!

No sound!

Terror!  Stark terror!

My head presses into my pillow.

Terror!  No sound!

Help!  I moan.

I roll over.

I can move.

I open my mouth!

No sound! 

I gurgle a sound!

No words!

I fear!  No sound!

I try to relax.  Relax.

A sound!  A word!


The terror spell is broken!

I can speak!

I can move!

I am safe!

I am writing and busy…sorry!

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Meredith Gibraltar is busy these days.  I am taking two courses and have little time to write poems in the morning.  One course is keeping me on track and I am trying to write at least 1000 words per day.  But I have little time to write poetry!  Sorry!  I have made deadlines when I will finish my first book Stephen!

I am taking a course to help me write my book Stephen.  The course is called My Book Blueprint by Kary Oberbrunner.  He outlines the blueprint of your book…all the way from writing to marketing.  It’s quite a good in depth course.

I am also taking his 30 day Elixir Project Experience where he trains me to be unhackable, meaning focused and in the zone to write.  It’s a big expensive but I think that it’s a good course.  It might be something that you would be interested in.  It has already made a major change in my thinking…my brain almost hurts!

I have provided the link to both courses above.

So my deadline to have finished Stephen is July 2017.  This means that I have to write 1000 words a day.  But the date is for the when the first draft is finished.  Then I have to edit the book.  Launch day has not been determined yet!

My mornings therefore are taken up writing Stephen or doing the course.  I will not be posting as much.  And I won’t be writing as many poems.  Sorry.  Cheers!

Happy Mother’s Day!

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Meredith Gibraltar is wishing all mothers….Happy Mother’s Day.  It is a privilege and an honor to be a mother.  Cherish the young years and appreciate the adolescent phase.  Children are a joy as adults as well.  Enjoy!

This is my lily marker drawing.  It was done in 2014.  My first drawings on disability.  Drawing soothed my tired mind.  The real healing journey did not begin until 2017 though.  Slowly I am making progress.  Thank you for reading and liking my blog.  It warms my heart to know people are listening, reading and perhaps sharing in their own healing journey.

I may be a grandmother soon.  Such exciting news!  I pray the mother and baby are doing fine and that the mother is careful.  It is a joy.  And a responsibility!

Challenges…a poem for me.

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Meredith Gibraltar now writes a poem for her about her life today…Challenges.  Cheers!

What is the purpose of life?

Life presents us with challenges.

We choose either to confront them

Or flee from them.

I have no choice.  I have to confront this.

It has taken over 15 years of my life.

I have to confront this.

I have to survive.

I have to heal.

Heal, my friend, heal.


Pressure…a poem

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Meredith Gibraltar writes about pressure and being chased as in The Dominant, her second book.  Cheers!


Be calm.  Be safe.

They will make you scared.

They get hard with your fear.

They listen.

They get hard.

Be calm.  Be safe.

Be calm.


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I am a Diva…a poem for Stephen.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem for her first book Stephen.  Cheers!

I have more than one man
who I love deeply.
More than one man wants me.
How could this be true?
Quiet me.  Simple me.
But they want me.
They tell me that I am a Diva.
A woman with more than one man.
This I accept now.
They have convinced me.
I am a Diva.

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